hmm...
depressed....
firstly...no trust for me...
secondly i m not even respected.....as if i m invisible.....no matter how hard i have tried to be visible to them.....
they nvr think ....they nvr reflect...
no point in having hope in them...
the promises they made n the word they said...nvr was true...
i was the FOOL in believing it...
n treating them as my FRINEDS....
haiya...
forget it reenah....
hm today...
felt super low.....especially with the worst gastric pain i ever had in my life....
hmm but luckily had my sweets to re-energize my self...
father sent me to skool today...
saw shirui on the way....
then didnt want to go up to class but since it was early went up n put my bag
then went down wif tivona....
who was complaining of headache....
then go down n see adelina.....who was oing up...
haiya soo dint follow her....
then go parade square where i sat thee alone with nobody in the class...guess i was too early...
then mss ong came n break the news than me n shafiqa cnt go for the sec3 camp...
hmm pretty upset about it.....
yeah...then went up to class...
where we had 15 mins englsh lesson....then go health check up....
then only selected ppl have to go....soo others r like healthy n dun need check up...
at first my name was not called..then it was like not typed out but written....
haiya...
ended up have to juz take my height n weight....
the nurse was like haiya...u ah...juz too tall for ur weight...
hmm...then i could go....
hmm...then tamil lesson....
we didnt want to do the comprehensoin passage soo ended up ...changing mrs.josephs mind into talking....
haha...
we juz talked for the whole lesson....
hahaz....
then...e-maths....
mrs.chuah was like waking everyone who was sleeping in the class..
tivona oso slept...
n didnt wake up even if mrs.chuah put her arm around her nshake....soo i poked her n she woke up with a jerk...
haz...
then recess...
was feeling super low.....the gastric pain was juz killing me....
hmm..but anyway still went down with ady...
n didnt eat anything...juz drink....which i didnt finish oso...
after recess was social stdies....tried ver hard to stay awake...
ms.lappen .....her voice was like rocking me to sleep...
but managed to keep my eye open...haz...
then geography....but in between the 5 mins gap...
mrs.tong came n like scolded us....
sickening...
then mdm.rani come n was like...
um class i m supposed t gif u ur estpapers today but i m soo buzi this wk i still left wif one more question...
ah...shite man she...
then...she gave us a worksheet n went off..
soo did the worksheet...then sch ended soo went to put the geog worksheets in her pigeon hloe....
then...go eat with hafizah...
then after eating...went up to class..n decided to pon cme lesson but ended up...we pack our things n go down then darren came running n said teacher come already go back class...
soo reluctuntly went back...
actually this wasmy first tim poning class..but ended up it was not successful...
haiya...leart a lesson ...nvr to on lesson again....cos it is nvr success for me...
then the cme lesson was like oni 10 mins...
then go down n met miss.ong...who was like chatting wif us...
she told us to like rest well for the holidays....
n blahz...
tn huuiyi wanted to eat soo stayed behind with her....
then she go to the NE board n found trouble....ms.seeto wanted help when it was not our class one...
n we were like trying to escape when...cheryl came n told us to juz run away...
to cheryl we did follow ur idea but still told her that we cnt stay back....
thanks anyway...
walk...to the bus stop n found the 98 approaching ...so walk fast...
n successfully took the bus...
in the bus met nathishas grandmum n brother....going for violin lessons...
then went home to find nobody at home....woah...
then juz go n sit on bed...then 1/2 hour later found myself lying down sleeping....
haha...then go bath...n then mum got home...looking worried...
then my brother said he lost his wallet in a taxi.... woah...
then calll the taxi call here call there....
woah....
make me tensed oso...
haiya...then juz ate dinner n still suffering frm gastric pain....
oo ya...i dreamt about vathsala ....
it was quite stupid...
cos in the dream i oso got gastric pain...crap...n vathsala called me n saidthat she wanted to tell me a secret n i said ya go on...
n then ...my mum woke me up...
i think the dream oni lasted for like 1 min...haha...
ya tts it...hope things improve over the weekend...
wish to hear good thingsn atleas have some respect for my feelings....
hmm....
{/You are that angel}
the one that made my life worthwhile
