go to hell...............
sry if u cant read my wordings....
i type then the words dun come ut....
anyway...school today....
english...tried veli hard to be awake....
wrote thletter finish...
mt......got back the results....veli bad...got a b4....
first time in my whole life i m not getting a A even for a class test...
pretty upset....
then physics.....oso...sleepy...
haiya..
then recess thy wanted to talk to me...
dunno y ask me tt type of question....
g??
then chemistry...for the firsttime i did the homework.....n was marking n not copying....
then english test...
its a confirm fail.....
i dun know how to ans the ques
argh....
tts my worst subject...
n its like the most important subject...
sick...
tomolo got ndp training...
dun feel like going....
not in the mood.....
hmm...
really dunno wad to say....
y do this to me.....
i gave evry word of comfort i could.....
y........
haizzz.
today aish-abhi wedding....
the grand couple.....
why guyzz......
wats wrong...
its u not me....
i dun see the need...
y suddenly...
guilty huh??
juz no respect or
even just some small little tiny winy thought for me....
wad the blady hell did i do.....
i talk nicely to u...u ans wif attitude.....
sooy cant i do it back...
if i do n u say atiitude...
then u.....
dun listen wen i tok....
make loud music lah....
i shall do the same....to u...
i had enough...
i cant be patient anymore....
its over juz gone....
u juz went overboard......
juz think abt it.......
i really dunno wad to say....
u wanted me wen u had nobody....
okay fine n i was wif u all the way......
now...u dun even say a hi to me......
wad the shite is it....
guiltyness......
y????
firstly...congrats to aishwarya rai n abhishek bacchan.....
tomolo is their wedding...such a lovely pair....
such a sweet couple....
hm...
next....
to ppl out there....
u think i un know but i know...
thanks for treating me like shite bcos...i have always stood by ur side...
thanks alot o ignoring me...when i m like tanding infront of u....
thanks lotz...
i was there to gip u my shoulder when u wanted to cry...
but now...i wanna cry evryone is neglecting me....
thanks guys for doing this to me...
thanks guys for not telling me anything n then say i didnt help in anything...
thanks guyz...
thanks guys...
for letting me down when i was weak n needed ur support...
i will nvr forget u all in my life nvr.....
bcos u did all this to me..
thanks...
shity ppl......
today....my dream came true..
only huiyi n hafizah knows y....
hahz...
hm...recess time got dragged here n there by hafizah....
hmm...had many things to do after sch...
today e-maths lesson......woah she said she gave up on us...
n wanted to go...n ahmad waslike then go lah.....
eng lesson...frog atack...
joseph kicked the tanked n all the frogs were like jumping aroud.....
n in the mission of saving all of them...one got steppe by jingxin or guan sen i dont know.....n died horribly.....
geography tot mdm rani didnt cum n got relieved from mr.ashraf....
but ended up it was for the lit students argh.....
n in geography she was telling about her BIG-SIZED FAMILY
n also the GEOGRAPHY CAMP
wah n i was hoping for her to shuddup cos i didnt want to hear it anymore...
i want to go badly....
bu cnt cos of ndp....
good to go ndp.....
but also ave to skip all the good things...
yeah...
n lastly...i would like to say...
dun think i will cum hanging behind u saying pls talk to me n dun ignore me....
cos i know how to do the same things to YOU....
i was there for u when nobody was talking to u...
now go alot of friends hor....forget me completely rite...
see me oso act i m nt there....
sickenng idiots....
or maybe i should not insult the word itself...
hmm...
depressed....
firstly...no trust for me...
secondly i m not even respected.....as if i m invisible.....no matter how hard i have tried to be visible to them.....
they nvr think ....they nvr reflect...
no point in having hope in them...
the promises they made n the word they said...nvr was true...
i was the FOOL in believing it...
n treating them as my FRINEDS....
haiya...
forget it reenah....
hm today...
felt super low.....especially with the worst gastric pain i ever had in my life....
hmm but luckily had my sweets to re-energize my self...
father sent me to skool today...
saw shirui on the way....
then didnt want to go up to class but since it was early went up n put my bag
then went down wif tivona....
who was complaining of headache....
then go down n see adelina.....who was oing up...
haiya soo dint follow her....
then go parade square where i sat thee alone with nobody in the class...guess i was too early...
then mss ong came n break the news than me n shafiqa cnt go for the sec3 camp...
hmm pretty upset about it.....
yeah...then went up to class...
where we had 15 mins englsh lesson....then go health check up....
then only selected ppl have to go....soo others r like healthy n dun need check up...
at first my name was not called..then it was like not typed out but written....
haiya...
ended up have to juz take my height n weight....
the nurse was like haiya...u ah...juz too tall for ur weight...
hmm...then i could go....
hmm...then tamil lesson....
we didnt want to do the comprehensoin passage soo ended up ...changing mrs.josephs mind into talking....
haha...
we juz talked for the whole lesson....
hahaz....
then...e-maths....
mrs.chuah was like waking everyone who was sleeping in the class..
tivona oso slept...
n didnt wake up even if mrs.chuah put her arm around her nshake....soo i poked her n she woke up with a jerk...
haz...
then recess...
was feeling super low.....the gastric pain was juz killing me....
hmm..but anyway still went down with ady...
n didnt eat anything...juz drink....which i didnt finish oso...
after recess was social stdies....tried ver hard to stay awake...
ms.lappen .....her voice was like rocking me to sleep...
but managed to keep my eye open...haz...
then geography....but in between the 5 mins gap...
mrs.tong came n like scolded us....
sickening...
then mdm.rani come n was like...
um class i m supposed t gif u ur estpapers today but i m soo buzi this wk i still left wif one more question...
ah...shite man she...
then...she gave us a worksheet n went off..
soo did the worksheet...then sch ended soo went to put the geog worksheets in her pigeon hloe....
then...go eat with hafizah...
then after eating...went up to class..n decided to pon cme lesson but ended up...we pack our things n go down then darren came running n said teacher come already go back class...
soo reluctuntly went back...
actually this wasmy first tim poning class..but ended up it was not successful...
haiya...leart a lesson ...nvr to on lesson again....cos it is nvr success for me...
then the cme lesson was like oni 10 mins...
then go down n met miss.ong...who was like chatting wif us...
she told us to like rest well for the holidays....
n blahz...
tn huuiyi wanted to eat soo stayed behind with her....
then she go to the NE board n found trouble....ms.seeto wanted help when it was not our class one...
n we were like trying to escape when...cheryl came n told us to juz run away...
to cheryl we did follow ur idea but still told her that we cnt stay back....
thanks anyway...
walk...to the bus stop n found the 98 approaching ...so walk fast...
n successfully took the bus...
in the bus met nathishas grandmum n brother....going for violin lessons...
then went home to find nobody at home....woah...
then juz go n sit on bed...then 1/2 hour later found myself lying down sleeping....
haha...then go bath...n then mum got home...looking worried...
then my brother said he lost his wallet in a taxi.... woah...
then calll the taxi call here call there....
woah....
make me tensed oso...
haiya...then juz ate dinner n still suffering frm gastric pain....
oo ya...i dreamt about vathsala ....
it was quite stupid...
cos in the dream i oso got gastric pain...crap...n vathsala called me n saidthat she wanted to tell me a secret n i said ya go on...
n then ...my mum woke me up...
i think the dream oni lasted for like 1 min...haha...
ya tts it...hope things improve over the weekend...
wish to hear good thingsn atleas have some respect for my feelings....
hmm....
yo ppl....
firdtly thanks adln for changing my blogskin for me...
thanks...lots...
n thanks to ppl who linked me...
kk..
today...hmm...duno wad to say...
first period....mr.gan...wah....super boring...
shafiqa was like....he either got short tongue or he too old to speak...
cos his words were all soo short....
yeah...then e-mats....
wah...miss ong....as usual boring....
i got a chocolate frm her cos i did my maths graph...heh...:)
then.....PE....
mr.nur suddenly came n put a bomb on our heads....
u all r going to run 2.4 km today...
wad if nxt wk rain...soo this is back up plan...
woah loa....
sickening siah....
nvr mind still ran...
then last round....
hui yi beat me....
shite...
sooo i like sprinted to the end point....
haha...
huiyi.....the dealu gave me...
hm...i will run 3 mins faster then u nxt time....
huh!!!
then recess.......
suddenly adelna dissappear....
soo me, huiyi,hafizah,shafiqah we drank ilo n wanted to go up when adelina suddenly appear n say...
"a....can cum n sit with me.....i sit alone with ahmad like dating like tt"
soo i pity my frend n dotty n accompainied her...
but still went up to class....leaving her with ahmad....haz....sorry gal...
then on the way up...
we met mr.kes.....
n huiyi was like aa...my huusband....
crap......huuiyi....go to hell lah u.....
then english...
mr.bakhtiah was like talking about our exams n his ten wk exams....n blahs....
yah...
then socail studies...had common test...
haiya sure to flung it man.....
FAIL...
hm...then after skoll....
went to look for miss ong....
to tell tt we r intrested to go to sec3 camp but cnt go.....
then supposed to have sp[arrow meeting...but ended up oni 3 ppl cum....soo cancelled it....
then go macdonalds n eat...with huiyi n hafizah...
go there n found cassandra there alone...
soo go n join her...n huiyi n hafizah was like talking crap which made cassandra laugh her head off.....laugh off her head...
wadever....
yeah...
then went home with hafizah...
go home i wanted to sleep but couldnt cos got hmt....
haiya...then ...ask my mum help me iron my uniform n she was like u iron ur ownself...i tied...
n hat did she do nothing...
juz sittin on the sofa...
haiya...
then ironed...n went to bath...
then came out fresh n nice smelling ..n got ready to go for class....
then i go there...n the damn school gate was locked....n the seurity guard said...no class today...
woah piang....
sickening man....
make my watse my energy, my money...
sickening siah....
the bloody teacher did not even inform us lorh...
everybody was like soo furious lorh....
hm...then father came to pick me up...
went home...n slacked i didnt even touch my books...
getting worried...
MYE cuming in 3 wks n i m not even starting to revise....
argh....
like tt lorh....
hop i do well in my exams...
Dearest people!
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Thanks people. Do tag her many-many alright! (:
With love,
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finally.....everyone......I'M UPDATING......
yeah yeah....
haha...ok....
i shall update...
n i will promise to change my blogskin....promise one...
i'll work on it...
kk i shall tell all tt happened form last friday....
FRIDAY 23/03/07sports day...n guides were on duty...
yeah ....did duty...
then in between gaps cheered for qin house....
yeah...
then...when out with adeline n hafizah.....
then ended up going ome with my brother....
haiya....tts all....
SATURDAY 24/03/07went for the NDP selection thingy.....
and half -heartedly went for it...
my socks were super long n others were like laughing bout it...
kk...
thenms...dunno-how-to-spell-her-name....
briefed us n nagged osos....
then schs got called up to march... then our sch...n
we were all shaking cos we were soo scared....
yeah...
then i was praying not to get in n i got in....
haiya...
tt was my feelings at tt point of time....
then ...i'm no.2 when we stood from tallest o tall...
i'm still not the tallest....
heh...
yeah...blah blah...
saniya...rafeedha...shafiqa...kaiting....afidah...n me...selected...
aziela n adelina did not
i was sad tti couldnt jion them...
but nvr mind...i shall juz go on...with ndp...
yeah...
SUNDAY25/03/07morning did homework......
then afternoon....watched vasantham central...
blah balhz....
then ..go t jiahui block staight away since i knew it....
then....did footdrill...n it was quite cute...as whenevr got ppl walk past n jia hui is like dismiss...
n we walk off in different directions...haha...
n in the evening...my whole family go watch mr.beans holiday...
the movie was quite sad actually......
touching but still FUNNY....
hah...
then monday...
MONDAY 26/03/07hmm....when to school.....blahz...
this day was my grandpas death day....
yeah...
n oso avinash birthday...
happi birthday to u ....
anyway...
after skooll.....go hmt...where i was very early....
nobody n i sat there rushing through the hmt homework....
yeah...
then in lesson it was soo full of shuddups here n there.....
then went home....
did homework ...like tt lorh...
TUESDAY 27/03/07tuesday actually nothin lah....
just tt...had sort of cryin session with our pioneers....
yeah...
positive attitude...
yeahyeahyeahyaeh....haha..
then did footdrill....
n went home late.....
WEDNESDAY 28/03/07had core geog test....i know im gonna flop it...
did ot have time to finish it fully....
then aftter skool...
had rehersal for speech day...
n we got 8/10
yeah we acheived it..
three cheers...
yeah..
then i did not go for hmt.....
feeling guilty for not going...dunno why....
yeah then....
THURSDAY 29/03/07haiya...nothin la...
o yeah i got a 19/20 for e-maths...surprised...
after skool got footdrill training.....then had this talking session where we shared our feelings to jia hui .......yeah...we love guides....
anyway told mum i'll be back by 5 n i went back home at 6.30....haha...
i was realli tired but mum forced me go temple with her...
slept through the journey.....
yeah...
FRIDAY 30/03/07today...had chem SPA n was blurred n surprised to find the end product different from wad it ould be...
haiya...my spa gone lah...
yeah...then had physics lesson
n chang tong was like reenah ...help me copy n he went to sleep....
then he woke up n asked me for high 5s several times.....balhx...
then...a-maths teacher did not cum...i was expecting a free peroid but then ms lin came in n tought us a-maths...haiya....
then english i passed yeah....
n kaiting was soo high before getting the paper
after she got the paper....woah...
she cried for like an hour...
woah...
then...i came home since no cca today....
n mum got shocked to see me....haah.....yeah...
one last thing....jia you guides....for tomorrows speech day...
n to adelina...i'll do it for u ..my friend, my dotty...haz....
ooohhh....nurul....
misss u ..miss u...miss u....
oohh mygod...
nurul....cant stand it when r u cuing back....
nurul....
ad du i say....
u have to be strong all the way....
n dun forget.....
alienz will be there for u....
we lurv u gal....
we lurv u....
NURUL.....
DUNNO WAD TO SAY...
I shall dedicate this entry specially for u....
hope to c u soon...
as a healthy....prettier...taller gal...
we miss the strong gal in our batch...
come back....
stay happy n dun think of the pain....
lurv u gal...
{/You are that angel}
the one that made my life worthwhile
